It has been a long while since I have posted anything here. I have been busy completing three years toward my B.A. in English and my senior year is underway. My current class (Creative Writing) has finally given me the space to take off the tight harness of academic writing rules, and it feels SO GOOD!! After reading my first assignment, Mom and Daddy gave it their thumbs up and suggested I make it a blog post, so here it is. It is my story and their story. It's a little longer than my usual posts, but as with everything I have ever posted here, I pray it encourages you to run "up the sunbeam to the sun" (C. S. Lewis).

"Follow my example, as I follow the example of Christ." 1 Corinthians 11:1 NIV

I sat above them on the stairs. Looking down through the window-like openings in the partition between the living room and the stairway, I listened to the basketball players, football players, baseball players, wrestlers, track athletes, both the lettermen and the also-…

For When Time Moves Too Fast


Great philosopher, Ferris Bueller once quipped, "Life moves pretty fast. If you don't stop and look around once in a while, you could miss it."

Blurring . . . whirring . . . jumbled colors . . . sight and sound . . .

Does life ever feel to you like a scene in the old Charlie and the Chocolate Factory movie? You know, the one where Willie Wonka puts them on his whimsical boat and they sail off into a tunnel filled with disjointed and terrifying images projected all around them while he screams bizarre and disturbing poetry into the strange glow? Everyone is so relieved when he yells, "Stop the boat!"

Life does move fast. Life is filled with change and challenge, the unexpected, the unwanted and the uncalled-for. But life is also filled with joy and laughter, dreams and fulfillments, pursuits and triumphs, the tried and true, the glorious, the counted-upon. It IS a bit of a jumble, priceless treasures thrown in the same blender with hideous gargoyles and almost worse, meaningless junk. It's hard to make sense of what is going by so fast.

I have seen this so often as a mom. It is all too easy to get caught up in the daily demands and details of raising children whether it's diapers or caps and gowns, kindergarten enrollment or college applications, broken toys or broken hearts, "Mom, we lost the game," or "Mom, I've lost my way," trips to the store or trips to the emergency room . . .

I'm so thankful that I learned from my own mother how to savor a moment, how to just enjoy the moment that IS, how to collect moments like jewels to be prized and admired and passed down as heirlooms. I am too often aware of how fast it's going, how quickly my kids have grown, how soon they'll be out and on their own, and I want to yell, "Stop the boat!" But in life, as in motherhood, I can't stop the boat any more than I could stop the process of labor in the delivery room when I hit that inevitable moment when I wanted to say, "I changed my mind, I DON'T WANT TO DO THIS!" Too late honey, the only way out is through!

That's right. The only way out is through. And the only way to keep up with time as it speeds relentlessly at its own breakneck pace, is to make a point to stop and notice. Collect the heirloom of the twinkle in her eye when she makes the whole family laugh with her dry wit, freeze frame the passion he wears when he performs on stage like the showman he is, capture and save the crazy, scary-deep love that gets you through an argument that tests your connectedness.

Time speeds by completely beyond our control, but it still has to happen one moment at a time. Choose to notice the eternal in the split second, the everlasting in the fleeting. Never spend time, always redeem it. Collect, compile, concentrate and catalog each glimmer of always in the speeding droplets of this vanishing-vapor life.

"Teach us to number our days aright,
That we may gain a heart of wisdom."

An edited post from the archives--I needed to remind myself of this--maybe you needed it too??

Joining Ann Voskamp in counting His graces for her Multitudes on Monday
I hope you'll join in if you haven't already!
In the counting of the endless gifts I say with C. S. Lewis,
"This also is Thou!"

Counting my next 1000 Gifts, joining Ann in The Joy Dare--like a scavenger hunt for graces, gifts and glory!! Wanna come along?  I dare ya!!

The continuing JOY DARE: 
#1632-1674 (July 29th through August 11th)

29. 3 Gifts Together
Fun spur-of-the-moment meal with Drummer Boy at Der Weinerschnitzel!
Bone-crunching hug from She So Sweet's friend, Paulina, just back after a month in Russia!!
The way She So Sweet and I laugh at our combined weirdness and how we understand each other!
30. 3 Gifts Heard
"I love my brother!"
Mockingbirds showing off their astounding repertoire of sounds
New Rascal Flatts album--thank you, Drummer Boy!!
31. 3 Gifts Difficult
Getting up early after too many night owl nights
The prospect of a class on personal finance--a subject I really don't enjoy
Temperature over 90°
1. 3 gifts white
The background of the free drink coupon at Peet's
The feta cheese in the fire feta spread at Daphne's
The soft glow of the full moon
2. 3 gifts eaten
Really yummy leftover pork chops & homemade macaroni & cheese
Dark chocolate
3. A gift at 10AM, 1 PM, 10PM
A late breakfast in the middle of an already busy morning
Picking up She So Sweet from her final day of being a 3rd Grade guide for VBS
Finally some extended time to myself to concentrate on school work without interruption.
4. 3 gifts sitting
Breakfast watching the Olympics
Surprisingly DELICIOUS dinner at Taco Bell (Steak Cantina Bowl!!) with Hero Husband and Drummer Boy (She So Sweet was at work).
Peet's Coffee & my iPhone Kindle app with a good book in it!
5. A gift outside, inside, upside down
Crystal clear air in Diablo Valley
"Relaxing" over a mind-bending movie together--hey, and I didn't fall asleep for once!
The way a butterfly hangs from a flower
6. 3 gifts in water
Quenched thirst
Clean things
The fountain in front of my University
7. 3 gifts in His Word
Promises--1 Thessalonians 5:23-24: "May the God of peace make you holy through and through. May you be kept in soul and mind and body in spotless integrity until the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ. He who calls you is utterly faithful and he will finish what he has set out to do." PHILLIPS
God's heart--Isaiah 49:15-16: "'Can a mother forget the baby at her breast and have no compassion on the child she has borne? Though she may forget, I will not forget you! See, I have engraved you on the palms of my hands . . .'" NIV1984
The way the story ends in victory!--Revelation 21:3-7:  "Then I heard a mighty voice from the throne and I perceived its distinct words, saying, See! The abode of God is with men, and He will live (encamp, tent) among them; and they shall be His people, and God shall personally be with them and be their God. God will wipe away every tear from their eyes; and death shall be no more, neither shall there be anguish (sorrow and mourning) nor grief nor pain any more, for the old conditions and the former order of things have passed away.  And He Who is seated on the throne said, See! I make all things new. Also He said, Record this, for these sayings are faithful (accurate, incorruptible, and trustworthy) and true (genuine).  And He [further] said to me, It is done! I am the Alpha and the Omega, the Beginning and the End. To the thirsty I [Myself] will give water without price from the fountain (springs) of the water of Life. He who is victorious shall inherit all these things, and I will be God to him and he shall be My son." AMP
8. 3 gifts in summer
The fresh coolness of morning air
Air Conditioning
Pleasantly warm evenings
9. A gift hole, whole, half
The hole of a faucet that brings clean water right to me where I need it
A whole evening of family fun at the movie (The Dark Knight Rises) followed by a late dinner at Chipotle
My current class that is half as much work as most of my other classes--a nice break!
10. 3 hard eucharisteo
That I will be missing Hero Husband and She So Sweet when they go on their father-daughter trip next week
For my own weakness that makes progress come so slowly--it also keeps me on my knees
An honest mistake made by someone else that created a big inconvenience for me--thankful that it will be resolved eventually
11. 3 gifts of metal
My cast iron skillet
The fan (the one that could double as a jet engine in a pinch) that cools my garage when I'm doing laundry out there on these triple-digit summer days
Best-ever coffee cup that keeps drinks hot or cold FOR HOURS!!

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